So this is it! I am finally going to start this blog! I have been toying with this for many months and I guess it is just time. I guess I didn't want to write a blog based on my whining and sadness. Those don't get much accomplished!
This is for me! I haven't even decided if I am going to let anyone know about it. this is my outlet and my way to deal with things that weigh me down. I am going to give myself 1 year to get it striaight in my head. One year to set all the wrongs back to right. One year to find the woman I lost about 12 years ago. I know she is in here somewhere.
I have put myself on the back burner since my first daughter was born. I will always put everyone else ahead of me. I just want to make sure they are all happy and healthy and doing what they want. I am beginning to feel like the woman I was before kids has just slipped away and has gotten lost inside myself. That isn't good for me and it really isn't good for my children. I can't be a strong role model for my girls by not being the woman I should be. I need to find my whole self.
Now I probably won't post every single day but I will give it a try. I just have to get up the courage to let anyone into my inner most thoughts. I want to share but I am not comfortable with opening up. Maybe doing it in this setting will help me be able to share.
Will get back to you soon!
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